2day..
nothing much happened..

after school was supposed 2 hav z club.
then rain came falling.
very heavily pulak 2...
then sedih..
was about 2 show off..haha..

frenly match against Yishun Town cancelled..naturally.
so juz went up 2 the hall n watched the teacher's day performers rehearse..
of course,i was warching one particular person..HAHA!!

then play soccer a while since rain had stopped..
ball always went out..
haha..
so troublesome..

after tat,go 'mamak' shop..
buy water n crackers.
walked n 'bumped' into Heedayah.
hahas..
so walked half way home wit the councillor..hahas.

talked n talked with her..
always seemed 2 hav sumting 2 talk abt all the way..
tats gd rite???
hahas
turned behind n saw Hazmie n Aisha also walking..
assumed Hazmie was taking Aisha home..DUH!!!

walked our separate ways after going past Woodlands Ring Pri.
walk alone..
nothing 2 talk abt then..
haha..
i should of walked her home.
then gt somebody 2 talk 2..
so bored..=.=
dun think anyting wrong here ok..
juz so bored larh sey!!!

tats al today.finally posting someting abt my day..
so yeah..
Kamaruuul larh sey!!! signing out..
jyeah!!!

im lazy..
my laptop is causing problems..
so yeah..
tats my life since i stopped updating a while..
post again nex tyme..
toodles~~

kimi no sugata wa boku ni niteiru
shizuka ni naiteru you ni mune ni hibiku


Your appearance resembles mine,
As your silent cries echo within your heart.


nanimo shiranai hou ga shiawase to iu kedo
boku wa kitto manzoku shinai hazu dakara
utsuro ni yokotawaru yoru demo
boku ga eranda ima ikitai sore dake


They say ignorance is bliss,
But I don't think I'll be content with it.
Even on those nights stretched out across emptiness,
I only want to live in the present chosen by me, that's all.


kimi no hayasa wa boku ni niteiru
adome no kikanaku naru sora ga kowaku natte
boku wa itsumade ganbareba ii no?
futari nara owaraseru koto ga dekiru


Your speed resembles mine.
In the skies where brakes no longer work,
Will I really be alright as long as I persist?
The two of us can end this if we try.


doushite mo raku jyanai michi wo eranderu
suna ni mamireta kutsu wo harau koto mo naku
konna fuu ni shika ikirenai
waratte unazuite kureru darou kimi nara


I'll stick to the difficult path no matter what,
Without even brushing my shoes covered with sand.
I can't live in any other ways.
You would probably agree with a smile.


kimi ni boku kara yakusoku shiyou
itsuka boku ni mukatte hashitte kuru toki wa
kimi no shisen wo hazusazu ni iyou
kitto dare yori jouzu ni uketomeru yo


I will make a promise to you.
When you turn your sights and fly towards me someday,
I won't escape from your vision.
I'll definitely receive you better than anyone else.


kimi no sugata wa boku ni niteiru
onaji sekai wo miteru kimi ga iru koto de
saigo ni kokoro nakusu koto mo naku
boku wo suki de irareru
boku wa kimi ni ikasareteru


Your appearance resembles mine.
Knowing that you are there and looking at the same world as me,
I am able to not lose heart even till the end,
And know that I don't have to hate myself.
You gave me the will to live again.

they found me out..
n 4 the ppl tat noe..
i was nt the only one involved..
others were behind me n supporting me..

wont mention names..

sorry 4 any inconvenience caused..
juz cant stand ppl pinpointing at others n saying they r the onl cause of problems..
they say we dun care..
dey see us from the outside..
if we dun care,y would we bother winning any shit 4 the class???
u only look on our bad side..

we won,n eventhough we knew we couldn't get anything ouut of it,we still bothered 2 join..
although we may seem 2 dun care abt the well being or the academic of the class,we do..its juz tat we dun say it out in words..
we dun show it off 2 obviously..
its our nature..
yes,we make noise..
n tats our natural behaviour as soccer players or boys 2 talk loud..

dun tell me u've never spoken loudly n disturbed others b4??
n FYI,ur taliking sumtymes irritates us too..
we talk bt we still do work..
we copy,bt still,we do it ryte???

FCUK u all!!!!
remember tis line???
im making a statement 2 all u classmates..
WE ARE NOT THE ONLY REASON U ALL ARE FAILING OR THE CLASS IS REGARDED AS A BAD CLASS..U SAY U ADMIT URE MISTAKES..DID U WHEN U PLAYED BINGO???WE MENTIONED TAT N U SAID HAPPILY"everybody makes mistakes"
WTH???N U"VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT THE OTHERS AS IF THEY ARE NT PART O TAT 'everybody'..

so listen here,u ask me 2 make a public apology 2 the class???i'll nvr do it..
we are the ones who deserve the apology..Safwan gt a distinction 4 his POA..did YOU???maybe some..at least his good at sumting..

my phone is gone forever..
STOLEN!!!
prime suspect:Bob's Brother..
he came along on his bike while i was playing Ariff's psp..

he asked me wat game i was playing while sitting on his bike behind me..
n i said soccer...
then i turned around n he was gone..
my phone was also gone...

WTF!!!
n iside hav the numbers n pictures of the ppl i really3 care abt..
bt i can remember their numbers of course..
i gonna find tat phone in any shop..
i noe its practically impossible,bt i gotta try..
my phone was where many memories are kept..
both good n bad memories..
n theres tat special strap on the phone..haiz..

im nt putting aside the possibility tat my one of my frens took the phone..
i swear GOD will give the person who stole my phone a hard tyme..
im gonna report tis matter 2 the police n submitting Bob's bro's name..
sorry,no offence bt i really2 nd my phone..
so,if u return it,im gonna drop the charges on you..
it sounds stupid 2 ask 4 the phone back..
bt im desperate 4 my phone..

watch these videos..
hahaha!!!!nice eh???glowing crackers..TRY LA TRY LA!!!ppl inolved are Latiff,Syah n Kamarul n nt 4getting Syukri as the camera man..tis was at abt 1:30am

n tis..was made by my fren's brother..it was 4 a project..enjoy..

Good Morning fellow readers n friends.My name is Kamarul n i am going 2 present my activites 4 the past 3 days:

long tyme no post..
nw i post..
heheh..

on Saturday went 2 town with frens..
haha..i skipped ambassador duty..
tats kinda cool..
heh..
went there 2 watch fireworks n THE BLACK KNIGHTS...

missed the knights..
bt fireworks was spectacular...
had some difficulty seeing it though..
banglas were all around..
matreps n minahreps were "bersepah" all over..

police also "bertrabo" everywhere
so wanted 2 do stupid things had 2 think twice..
harhar..

btw..
we saw Rifqah,Heedayah,Lydia n gang there..
sec4s were sebok2-ing

Sunday
nothing 2 say...

Today
went 2 make my IC..
den go eat..
den go KK Hospital coz sister-in-law giving birth 2 her 2nd child..
hurhur..
after tat,straight home..walked from there..HAHA
no la..took bus..

thank you for your attention..
hope you enjoyed my presentation...

Well done boys..
managed 2 make a come back after a disappointing 1st half..

1s half was disappointing..
didnt perform so well..
kept losing the ball..
Woodgrove Sec was controlling

then 2nd half was better..
Mr Razif put me on the right flank..
Ronaldo la kn..
Izwan scored a gol from a cornaer 2 make it 2-1..
tat raised our spirits..

then came my turn..
dribbled on the rite flank lyk Ronaldo..
cut into the box..
2 defenders coming ryte at me..
gave me a slight push..
n i did wat Ronaldo would do..
D.I.V.E..
hahas
PENALTY!!!

i took the spot kick..
calmly slotted the ball into the back of the net..
at the bottom left hand corner of the goalpost
tat was the equaliser..

then in the dying mins..
Safwan got the ball..
turned..
he wanted 2 dribble bt i shouted at hym 2 take a shot..
he did..n guess wat???
he scored!!!WOOHOO!!!

he was ecstatic..
our confidence were boosted n we started taking shots from way out..
final whistle blew n we were on cloud nine..
yahoo!!!!

scoreline was 2-3..

2mrw match 1st match in the league...
its against Woodgrove sec..
changed the day from wednesday 2 monday 4 GOD knows y..

ready guys???
play ur best 2mrw..
n u can expect the best from me..

i as ur Captain shall marshall us 2 glory..
lets win our 1st..
n even if we lose..
we know tat we gave our 100%..

n 2 readers out there..
join me in giving support 2 my school..
tis could be our last chance playing competetively..
our principal is mayb gonna close our club..
she thinks tat our club is the reason 4 all the discipline problems..
basketball boys she dunnoe..

even Mr Razif can't do anything...
i as only the Captain hav no power against her..
so yeah..
im putting my heart n soul in writing tis blog..

also 2 any Woodlands Ring Sec teacher reading tis..
i wanna tell you tat we r nt bad ppl..
hav u ever wondered y we r bad???
we hav our own problems inside n outside of school..
we beleive when we play soccer we can 4gt our problems 4 juz tat short tyme..
n being violent or saying vulgarities is juz our nature..
juz tell those ppl 2 stop smoking n they will..

u hav a misconception of us..
we r prepared 2 go 2 our CCAs if u gather us n ask us properly..
we deserve ur respect..
u can't expect us 2 respect only u..
bt no matter wat,we still respect u..
even if we r nt tat good academically,we can show u wat we can do with a soccer ball..
if any of u think this is tormenting,u can do watever u want with me..
juz dun disturb my fellow teammates who dedicate themselves 2 soccer..

these words r truly from me..
MUHAMMAD KAMARUL..