aye aye!!!
supp ppl?!?!?!
long tyme no read yeah??
hahas..

well,nothin much happenin 2 as usual..
im havin fun in my lifein school wit ma' peeps..
juz nt wit the schoolwork...

now theres no hope for me in love..
maybe theres nt,bt i can change my own future..
my destiny is mine to determine..
well,hopes crushed...hearts broken..
no problem..im nt Mr Despo lyk some ppl noe..
juz thought that maybe u were the 'ONE'(save the cheerleader,save the world.HAHAA!!!)
now im in school..supposed to do D&T bt as usual,im nt..
performance in the bed eh,i mean court is presently nt very good..
2mrw SAFFC training..
hope i can 4gt those problems n nt get distracted..

tats it..
my 3 day life story..
post again maybe soon..
leavein ya'll wit a quote"Failure is the key to success"
ASPIOW!!

Labels: let's just im still waitin'

HAPPY DAY TODAY
AFTER BAD DAY AT SCHOOL
IT BECAME A GOOD ONE AFTER ALL :D

im lying on my bed..
with a bad feeling in my chest..
what should i do?
it needs 2 hands to clap..
but somehow it seems,im just clappin with ma' own..

Labels: fill this hole in my chest

not much happenin..
friday was ok..
after skool went 4 prayers..then hav C.I.P
send oranges 2 ppl house..
then sumting made my day so misreable..
i ate 2 of the last pieces of an orange..
n guess wat...i was scolded..
the girl who offered that FUCKING orange 2 me even went up 2 the teacher 2 ask sumting while eating the orange..
n u noe wat???she wasnt scolded!!!
FUCKING HELLL!!!i was sooo bumped out after tat..
bt was goin home wit Zulhelmi..coincidentally Heedayah goin home too..
me n Zulhelmi went our separate ways n i 'walked her home'..
mayb nt 2 her doorstep..
bt juz till we reached her void-deck..
den i 'went to the street soccer court'..
den go home..
hahah..

den 2day had training..
played 2 sided game..
coach said i played well..nt once bt TWICE!!
yay!!
then go town with FCAJ..
(im nt comfortable either ok fren??)
nearly everyone was present except 4 a few..
walk2..then sit at this place 4 dunnoe hw many hours..
sit there n take pictures..
den after tat go homee...
Syah paitao,go home with Suzi..
i home-ed sorg2..again..lyk when i went 2 training earlier..
mayne..im gettin so lonely..
then i gt the shock of my life!!
turned out it was a joke..
bt i still hav a gut feeling it wasn't..
should i trust my gut feeling or my heart???

Labels: i'll still keep my hopes up

Damn it!!!
school is really startin 2 bump me out mayne!!!
1 bad thing after another happens..
1st,i gt into Band 1 4 English class..n guess who is the teacher..MRS RAAAAAAAAAAAJ!!!!!
wahlau!!
then after tat,Maths..
every monday 1st lesson maths..
nt 1 period..nt 2 periods..bt 3!!!
#@$#@%$#$%$#^%$#!!!
then after tat Maths holiday hmwk didnt do..
teacher ask me when can hand in..
i say the nex tyme i see the teacher lor..
then she extra say tat is too long..
2mrw..
then i okay lor..
borrow Wahidah ws n copy..
30 mins finish liao..
tis mornin ask 4 my hmwk..
giv her lor..
then she get lost..
until nw haven giv me back 'my' work..
then gt D&T..
finished it b4 5..
then gt the green light 2 go homee...
of course,didnt go home..play soccer wit Zulhelmi..
then go home..
enough bout school..

i feel so happy 2day..
wont tell u y..
BLUEK!!

FCAJ vs AAJFC

yeah we lost..
no problem..
we had a great winning streak before..
so 1 lost wont hurt..besides,theres a 1st tyme 4 everything ryte??hahas

1st Half
controlled by FCAJ
nt many chances created though..
bt a break from defence resulted in a lose ball n i gt it..
turned n saw Bado on the right flank screaming 4 the ball..
gave it to him..
he made a wonderful turn n hit it hard with his laces..
the ball was fast n the keeper was beaten..
it hit the post n luckily,it went in..1-0 to FCAJ..
the rest of it was nothing much..
just a bunch of wasted opportunities..
overall,our midfield maestros were in control,our back 4 were like The Great Wall of China n our strikers were doin their job..

1st Half starting line-up:
Goalkeeper-
Mamat
Defenders-
Ann
Asad
Dzulhisham
Nasir
Midfielders-
Bado
Kamarul
Razmilsyah
Syukrii
Strikers-
Sam
Latiff
2nd Half
we started strong 4 the 1st 20 mins..
with the strikers taking their chances..
then came a moment when one of our midfielders gt the ball..
opened up to Latiff..
he dribbled into the penalty box..
took a shot bt deflected n the ball came on to Sammy's feet.
FCAJ's star striker had all the time in the world a made a simple tap in..2-0 to FCAJ
after tat,everything juz went haywire..
the back 4 were getting complacent..
Zul,DFC's striker,pulled one back 4 them..
then a feeble effort by him again was misjudged by our goalkeeper,Mamat..
the end result was a goal..
man..it was all square again..
cant blame it all on the defence though..us midfielders should hav helped them out..
then came the killing blow..
they put their left back into the attack..i think his name was Faris..
he gt the ball made a turn n took a shot..
it was nearly lyk a duplicate of Bado's goal..2-3 in favour of DFC
in a last ditch attempt 2 equalise we played the ball through 2 the left flank..
the ball went out..
throw in..Bado gave the ball 2 me..
then i dribbled forwards a little n attempted a cross with my left foot..
it went wide..
hw disappointing..
final whistle was blown n the final scoreline was 2-3..we lost..

2nd Half Starting line-up:
Goalkeeper-
Mamat
Defenders-
Ann
Asad
Dzulhisham
Syukrii
Midfielders-
Bado
Kamarul
Syah
Yem
Strikers-
Sam
Latiff

guessing that after tis game..
DFC will lose about nearly 5 ppl in the team they used against us..
im nearly 80% sure..
then if we play them again,they'll call those ppl lyk Hannan,Yat,1st half goalkeeper,Al-Faiz again..
Arwis paitao..
Ash i dunnoe wat 2 say lar..
their choice lor..tk pakse gag

There will be trng for shortlisted under 16 players at chua chu kang sec on 17 jan 5pm-thnks-Coach Razif Onn Saffc






baik kepe???!
coach juz msg-ed n SAF trainin will start on 17 January at Chua Chu Kang Sec!!!
yes ah!!

been waiting 4 tis 4 soooooo long..
finally..
i gt 2 play at least a short term of competetive soccer..

HAPPY!HAPPY!HAPPY!

Dear Kamarul

Till now we are still waiting for greenlight from FAS with regard to COE. Will inform you once we get the go ahead.Thanks

RazifonnAmin

yay!!
guess i'll be stayin with SAF lor..
juz wait 4 FAS 2 approe 4 training..

i sent an e-mail regarding COE trainin 2 SAF wbsite..
n they replied!!!
tats wat u see above..

nice huh??
tot i was gonna change my mind n go 4 the nearer option-Woodlands Wellington.
keeping my thoughts on getting gd grades 4 my 'O' Levels..

aiming 4 an A in D&T n Malay..
the others mayb a minimum of B4..
can get 2 the course of my choice which i havent decided yet..
ITE is nt bad,but i dun wanna waste my tyme n take longer 2 end my studies..
i juz wanna get it over n done with..

cant believe im nw sitting 4 'O' Levels soon..
feels lyk yesterday tat i joined the school..

soccer career mayb startin soon..
i'll hav 2 juggle those responsibilties..
im sure i can do it..

u think so too???

FCAJ tk jadi join the league..
$6000 who want 2 pay?!?!?!

juz nw match cancelled..i think..
i figured they dun wan me 2 play..
'sape ajak Kamarul?'they said..
well i noe u guys..

jealousy can be sumting really silly..
hahahs..
makes ppl think stupidly..

SAF coach still hasnt sms-ed me yet..
found out tat Z Club will be no more..
so i'll nt be captain of the school soccer team any more
no prob..

i noe i'll hav a future in soccer...
juz need to believe in myself n i will go far..
i noe i hav potential..
somebody's bound to spam me after reading tis..
so i wont layan them..
say wat u lyk MOFOs..

2day play soccer very tiring..
wahlau..seriously sia..
then 9pm go 888 wit Syah n Nabila buy food..
Tenderbest babe!!!
soooooooodap!!!!

hmwk still nt done..
FCUK the hmwk laa..
finish my O levels n get outta there..

aye aye aye!!!
sup ya'll???
Happy New Year to you ppl out there..

1st day of school sucks...
morning already scolded..
so i was lyk fucked up angry
scold her back in front of the sec 4NA..

talk 2 me suddenly talk about my mother..
i seriously dun lyk tat..
in skool,its all abt me..
never n i mean NEVER involve my mum into any problem..
its my problem so u settle wit me..

2mrw soccer game..
playing 4 my school frens team..
nt FCAJ..
11 jan FCAJ 1st match in a league we joined..
hope we get our jerseys by then..
Young Lions punye babe!!!!
hahaha!!!

hmwk nt done...
thinking of wat 2 say 2 the teacher on monday..

n the countdown was fun..had lots of fun..
many pictures taken..